melancholy

I've got a melancholy side,
I think we all do,
and if you never let yours show,
well then there's something wrong with you,
cause see my problems are your problems,
and my villains destroy the world,
and our heroes gently hold the thread,
that keeps it from being unfurled,
and I don't discount the great amount of planning that's been done,
but right now's a hell of a battle that heavens already won,

Yes we are all made of mud, but know that life is in the blood,
and our attempt for great enlightenment turned out to be a dud,
now piles of business help books make me throw up,
there's only 2 things that matter, obey God, and like Jesus love,

vanity, vanity, all is vanity,
I'm tired of this nonsense,
I'm approaching insanity,
that hurts,
so I stay with half-conscious humanity,
though if I could, I think I would,
change our presence on this planet and tree.